Why do you hate me?

Summary: Takes place after "Beautiful firefly in a red dress".
While Hotaru is hiding from a Haunted, Ruvik asks her a strange question.
I call this ship Vikaru.


My red dress is all dirty.

My cyborg components have traces of blood on them.

The barbed wire all over my body is still there.

I feel like they’re squeezing my skin, but without drawing blood.

I am in an abandoned village.

Well, almost abandoned because there are zombies, Haunted everywhere.

A thick fog is there, which camouflages my presence.

I enter a two-story house to find something, anything, that can help me leave STEM.

Suddenly, I hear a growl.

There's a Haunted in the next room.

I was about to leave the room I was in when the zombie broke down the door and came after me.

My heart speeds up.

I run to the second floor and find a closet.

I hide inside.

A few seconds later, Ruvik shows his presence.

He who had remained silent for so long.

<Why> Resounds his voice in my mind.

Even though I don't want to, I blush at the sound of his voice.

<Ruvik, now is not the time.>

<Why?> He asks me again.

It's a strange question. I sigh softly.

<Why do you hate me?>

I hear the Haunted’s footsteps approaching.

<What? I don't hate you.>

I don't know any more if it's the truth or a lie. Ruvik is an enemy, I know that, but I feel strange when he speaks to me. Is it attraction?

<So why don't you love me?>

<I've already explained why. You're evil.>

<I don't understand. Ho…ta…ru. I…>

<Have you forgotten? You don't even know if you feel love or hate for me!>

The Haunted is in front of the closet. I hold my breath.

<That's not true. I know what that feeling is now.>

The zombie bangs on the wardrobe with a growl. I hold myself back from gasping.

<It is love. Love. Ho...ta...ru. I love you.>

Ruvik continues to talk about his love for me, but I don't listen.

I stay focused on the Haunted.

He bangs the closet again and walks away. I can start breathing again.

<Ho…ta…ru… Don't ignore me.>

I sigh in frustration.

<Ruvik! I didn't have time to listen to you. I was in danger! I could have been killed!>

He doesn't seem to understand me. According to him, nothing can hurt me.

<Oh really? I can't transform, I have no weapon, and those monsters are everywhere!>

Ever since I left the mansion, I've done nothing but hide, run from these things.

<I protect you, Ho...ta...ru.>

<And please stop saying my name like that!>

Ruvik's voice falls silent for a moment.

<I am sorry, Ho...Hotaru.>

I sigh again. He says he's protecting me, but he's never done anything against the Haunted.

I step out of the closet. I feel frustrated, but I still blush.

After all, Ruvik apologized.



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