Preface

Why do you hate me?
Posted originally on the SquidgeWorld Archive at http://squidgeworld.org/works/60808.

Rating:
Teen And Up Audiences
Archive Warning:
No Archive Warnings Apply
Category:
F/M
Fandoms:
Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Sailor Moon [Anime & Manga], The Evil Within [Video Games], Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Sailor Moon - All Media Types
Relationship:
Tomoe Hotaru | Sailor Saturn/Ruben "Ruvik" Victoriano
Characters:
Ruben "Ruvik" Victoriano, Tomoe Hotaru | Sailor Saturn, The Haunted [The Evil Within]
Additional Tags:
Kismesis, Crossover, Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, Paranormal, Horror, POV First Person, Crossover Pairings, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Magical Girl, Love/Hate, Tomoe Hotaru-centric, Dresses, Manga & Anime, Video & Computer Games, Telepathy, Sailor Moon Manga, Post Sailor Stars, Sailor Moon Crystal, Feelings, Love Confessions, Zombies, Word count: 100 - 500, Hiding, Sequel, Blushing, Japanese Character(s), Aged-Up Character(s), Vikaru Ship, Cross-Posted from AO3, Betaed – No, POV Tomoe Hotaru | Sailor Saturn, Autistic Author
Language:
English
Stats:
Published: 2023-04-29 Words: 469 Chapters: 1/1

Why do you hate me?

Summary

Takes place after Beautiful firefly in a red dress.
While Hotaru is hiding from a Haunted, Ruvik asks her a strange question.
I call this ship Vikaru.

Why do you hate me?

My red dress is all dirty.

My cyborg components have traces of blood on them.

The barbed wire all over my body is still there.

I feel like they’re squeezing my skin, but without drawing blood.

I am in an abandoned village.

Well, almost abandoned because there are zombies, Haunted everywhere.

A thick fog is there, which camouflages my presence.

I enter a two-story house to find something, anything, that can help me leave STEM.

Suddenly, I hear a growl.

There's a Haunted in the next room.

I was about to leave the room I was in when the zombie broke down the door and came after me.

My heart speeds up.

I run to the second floor and find a closet.

I hide inside.

A few seconds later, Ruvik shows his presence.

He who had remained silent for so long.

<Why> Resounds his voice in my mind.

Even though I don't want to, I blush at the sound of his voice.

<Ruvik, now is not the time.>

<Why?> He asks me again.

It's a strange question. I sigh softly.

<Why do you hate me?>

I hear the Haunted’s footsteps approaching.

<What? I don't hate you.>

I don't know any more if it's the truth or a lie. Ruvik is an enemy, I know that, but I feel strange when he speaks to me. Is it attraction?

<So why don't you love me?>

<I've already explained why. You're evil.>

<I don't understand. Ho…ta…ru. I…>

<Have you forgotten? You don't even know if you feel love or hate for me!>

The Haunted is in front of the closet. I hold my breath.

<That's not true. I know what that feeling is now.>

The zombie bangs on the wardrobe with a growl. I hold myself back from gasping.

<It is love. Love. Ho...ta...ru. I love you.>

Ruvik continues to talk about his love for me, but I don't listen.

I stay focused on the Haunted.

He bangs the closet again and walks away. I can start breathing again.

<Ho…ta…ru… Don't ignore me.>

I sigh in frustration.

<Ruvik! I didn't have time to listen to you. I was in danger! I could have been killed!>

He doesn't seem to understand me. According to him, nothing can hurt me.

<Oh really? I can't transform, I have no weapon, and those monsters are everywhere!>

Ever since I left the mansion, I've done nothing but hide, run from these things.

<I protect you, Ho...ta...ru.>

<And please stop saying my name like that!>

Ruvik's voice falls silent for a moment.

<I am sorry, Ho...Hotaru.>

I sigh again. He says he's protecting me, but he's never done anything against the Haunted.

I step out of the closet. I feel frustrated, but I still blush.

After all, Ruvik apologized.

Afterword

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